Saturday, May 19, 2012

Orange

Orange.
It's quite true that everyone has different connotations of every colour:
Blue - serenity, calm, relaxation.
Red - anger, hatred, impatience.
Yellow - sunshine, love, passion.
Black - disappointment, hope, emptiness.
Green - luck, life, nature.
White - purity, naivety, cleanliness.

And, there's orange.

Orange - a bright reddish-yellow color like that of the skin of a ripe orange.

That's the dictionary's meaning. For me, orange is: 
Annoying, separation, a temptation to hit something, headaches, pains, heartaches. 

Here is another poem that I wrote during the days when orange was the colour that haunted me day and night; a Jack 'O' lantern that lights up in the night promising death and sadness. 

Two peas in a pod
That’s what we were.
But hey look now – it’s so just odd
As if time passed by in a blur.
Was it my fault?
Or was it because you grew
bored and came to a halt?
Words exchanged so few
these days, what’s wrong?
My heart’s grown smaller
When the days stretch long
I don’t have the strength to holler
And reveal my sorrow
That has been building up
Everyday to the morrow
Spilling to the top of the cup
My sorrow drips and drops
Like my salty tears I blink
So delicate like a bubble pop
With every spillage my soul shrinks
Till nothing is left but a seed
Planted from the very start
Before it was taken to bleed
With the hollowness of my heart,
I miss those times, I really do
I miss the laughter, the felicity.
Maybe you wanted something new
Or it was for the sake of simplicity.
But memories are hard to rid of
No eraser can rub them away.
I feel like you’ve given me a shove
To fall down and leave me to decay
While you’re safe up there with her
The better and newer and funny one -
There all along waiting for it to occur
Waiting for me to trip and run.
I’m like an old useless doll
Ragged and dirty – to be tossed
Just another fly on the wall
Doesn’t matter if I get lost.
Two peas in a pod
That’s what we were
But hey look now- it’s just so odd
As if time passed by in a blur.

Was it my fault?
Or was it because you grew
bored and came to a halt?
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