Saturday, May 19, 2012

Brown


Brown is such a timid, shy colour. Hesitant; the "in-betweener" of the dark noble black, and the rough (annoying) yet vibrant orange. It is a careful colour, if you would say, and slow and thoughtful. Most people associate brown as the colour of dirty mud; unclean things, or the colour of deep chocolate. To me, each colour has its own personality, and I would say that brown (as mousy brown) would be like the girl who wears thick glasses who sits at the back of the class, scribbling down notes and who barely utters a word. Or brown would be the boy who spends every lunch in the library, preferring books to people. Brown would be the sort of person who is careful with what they say. 

I got inspired by this colour we call brown. I hope you enjoy it. 


Children walking with their mothers
Hands knotted so no one would stray
I’m always reminding others
You be careful of what you say

Looking ahead I catch his eye
Can’t bear it so I look away
As I felt we both heave a sigh
You be careful of what you say

I open my mouth as words flow
The words get caught and so they stay
Why they did I will never know
You be careful of what you say

Like beads strung on a string they lie
Colorful beads, a wide array
One bead slips and they start to fly
You be careful of what you say

A river fierce and tumbling
Stronger than the sea’s salty spray
First it started with mumbling
You be careful of what you say

I feel a pounding in my head
What I’m seeing just starts to sway
I’m walking upon a thin thread
You be careful of what you say

The tick and the tock of the clocks
I know that later I will pay
As the key turns and it unlocks
You be careful of what you say

I wasn’t thinking – give me time
Sorry that it’s gonna delay
Time is precious it’s just sublime
You be careful of what you say

My mind is but a worn machine
Used to much; coated in decay
I’m tightly caught just in between
You be careful of what you say

The answer awaits with a plea
Inside my mouth it must not stay
Now it’s them who’s reminding me:
You be careful of what you say.

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Orange

Orange.
It's quite true that everyone has different connotations of every colour:
Blue - serenity, calm, relaxation.
Red - anger, hatred, impatience.
Yellow - sunshine, love, passion.
Black - disappointment, hope, emptiness.
Green - luck, life, nature.
White - purity, naivety, cleanliness.

And, there's orange.

Orange - a bright reddish-yellow color like that of the skin of a ripe orange.

That's the dictionary's meaning. For me, orange is: 
Annoying, separation, a temptation to hit something, headaches, pains, heartaches. 

Here is another poem that I wrote during the days when orange was the colour that haunted me day and night; a Jack 'O' lantern that lights up in the night promising death and sadness. 

Two peas in a pod
That’s what we were.
But hey look now – it’s so just odd
As if time passed by in a blur.
Was it my fault?
Or was it because you grew
bored and came to a halt?
Words exchanged so few
these days, what’s wrong?
My heart’s grown smaller
When the days stretch long
I don’t have the strength to holler
And reveal my sorrow
That has been building up
Everyday to the morrow
Spilling to the top of the cup
My sorrow drips and drops
Like my salty tears I blink
So delicate like a bubble pop
With every spillage my soul shrinks
Till nothing is left but a seed
Planted from the very start
Before it was taken to bleed
With the hollowness of my heart,
I miss those times, I really do
I miss the laughter, the felicity.
Maybe you wanted something new
Or it was for the sake of simplicity.
But memories are hard to rid of
No eraser can rub them away.
I feel like you’ve given me a shove
To fall down and leave me to decay
While you’re safe up there with her
The better and newer and funny one -
There all along waiting for it to occur
Waiting for me to trip and run.
I’m like an old useless doll
Ragged and dirty – to be tossed
Just another fly on the wall
Doesn’t matter if I get lost.
Two peas in a pod
That’s what we were
But hey look now- it’s just so odd
As if time passed by in a blur.

Was it my fault?
Or was it because you grew
bored and came to a halt?
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